thinking of you / Felicia Taylor (cousin)
hey cuzin i was thinkin of you today and I thought about our last Thanksgiving with you here and how you had all those rolls and wouldnt share with anyone it was so funny. I wish that you could be here so bad and I often think about how things would be different. Anyway I jus wanted to come by and tell you how much I miss you n love you... Close
Just stoppin by... / Gabrielle DeLaney (Sister)
Hey bro, I miss you so much... I wish you could still be here to watch your beautiful daughter grow. She is becoming quite the BOSSY young lady. Well I love you and I miss you... Keep watching over us. Close
hey my dear cousin how r u? I havent been on here in awhile so I thought Id come by and share some news with you. Well lets see Im in school still that hasnt changed lol. But Ive been getting all A's and I even made the Deans list at school, I feel so special. Im working which isnt new but something that I wanted to tell you. I also have a new boyfriend whom Im sure you would approve of, he is a good man and cares alot for me, my only wish is that you were to meet him. Im bringing him home with me in July I will tell how it goes. Ive been thinking about you so much lately which isnt new jus different, Ive been praying and asking God to help with stressful situation and I wish I could talk to you, you always had god advice. I still feel so lonely being so far away, I want to be close to everyone but know that being far away is making grow. But it doesnt matter how far I go you will always be on my mind and my heart will always be broken. Man cuz I miss you more tan anything and just wish that I could spend a lil more time with you, but I know that God needed so I will jus have to wait until god calls me home... Tell Auntie Margie and Unlce Charles I said hi and that me and mom miss em... Love you always
My prayers and thoughts are with you. I know how you feel. I lost my son on 01-06-2006. I was having a hard time today, being a holiday and all. Sitting here on my laptop I came across your site. Your son pictures are very nice and he seems like a wonderful young man. Keep him alive always in your heart as I will my son and I believe he is in the arms of the Lord.
There are times in my life when my heart cries out so loud for you That I cringe, wondering what others might think and Then I realize That only I can hear the screams. They are a part of me like the blood rushing through my veins and the breath leaving my lungs.
you have been on my mind all day and that is nothing new. I just felt compelled to write and let you know my thoughts. I had memories of our trip to Atlanta and how you helped me stay awake and navigate the map, you told me where to turn and helped look out for rest stops along our adventure. That was the only true vacation we took as a family. It was so much fun and you helped me out so much by reading the maps for me and talking to me the entire time. Matthew and Brie were just excited to be taking a road trip. You only rested when I did and never tired. I also had thoughts of you and Aunty Margie together in heaven. I know she has wrapped you up in her loving arms. Uncle Charles is there too, tall and proud and strong for all. I know they will keep you safe until I can get there. I picture you all playing chess or dominoes or even spades together. I know you will give them a run for their money on any of those games. You were good at whatever you put your mind to. I am kind of saddened at the district attorneys here as they are not doing anything on your case, but I have to believe that God is the highest authority and will judge your killers to the nth degree. It is just so sad to think they can still breathe this air when they have stolen the ultimate from us. I will leave this earth seeking mans justice for you my son and that is for sure. That is my job as your mother, to protect you no matter what. To stand in your place when you cannot. I feel you often when Tahjarae is sleeping as though you are here watching over us. She is so beautiful and like you in many many ways. God is good my Joshie and I miss you so as do your brother and sister. I hope his plan will be revealed soon.
Hi Joshua / Jan Mallory
hi how are you' when i went on your son's site and was looking at the photo's of his daughter 'what a lovely little girl by the way'. it was if he was stood over me and told me to give his daughter a message for her. baby when you go to bed at night look out the window you see that bright star in the sky thats me looking over you ' and he say's your getting older you keep an eye on them boys. love to you love jan xxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close
Hey cuzin I have been thinking about you so uch lately how right you were about things and I just wish I would have listened. I miss you so much sometimes I just cant help but cry. You were always so protecting of me and treated me as if I was your lil sis and not your cuzin and I never got the chance to tell you how much I appericated that. I love you so much and I cant wait to see you when God calls me home.. Man there is so much I wanna say to you but I cant figure out what to say my thoughts are so scattered. I miss you man and sometimes its so hard to even think about you bieng gone, and I feel so alone now since I live in bama, I dont get to talk to everyone as much and it just feels like Im all alone. NEway I just wanted to come by and tell you that I was thinking of you and that I missed you so much... Love you always and forever
My deepest sympathy.......... / Salina Hogan Read >>
My deepest sympathy.......... / Salina Hogan
I am sooo sorry for your loss. I know how it feels to loose someone you love but I can't imagine how it feels to loose your child. I will keep you in my prayers. Thank you so much for showing your love and respect for Jerry. I know you also lost Ms Marge and might need someone to talk to so I want you to know that I am here if you ever need someone. Joshua is up there with Ms Marge, Charles and Jerry looking down on us and try to remember that he is in a place that is better than where we are. Sometimes I know that it is hard to do because you miss him so much. Keep your head up and continue to be strong.
Thank You Kay / Patricia/mom To John Ermatinger (angel family )Read >>
Thank You Kay / Patricia/mom To John Ermatinger (angel family )
For you kind tribute on my son's website. You'll never know how much I appreciate it when others remember John. I know you know how hard this is to bear and while I realize no one wants to be where we are, I am grateful that I'm not alone. Thank You again.
Dearest Son, each passing day with the approaching holidays is harder and harder to cope. I miss your smiling face so much during these times. I have gotten your daughters gifts and that is all I can do. She got most everything she requested. I know you would have spoiled her rotten and as grandma I must do that for you. Each day she is with me I see more and more of you, in her smile, her wisdom beyond her years, her thinking, the twinkle in her eyes. It seems life is not worth the trouble, but I continue on for Matt, Brie and Tahjarae. Continue to watch over us all. We miss you so much, we will rise to the occasion like champions. People do no understand the holidays are special times for family and our family is incomplete. There is not much joy in celebrating when one of our own is not here to share it with us. I pray for all families who have a broken family chain, know the chain will link again. luv you son MOMS Close
So sorry for your loss / Penny White
I lost my son mark on 12/04/06 ....he was murdered at the age of 22 . I found a lot of comfort and peace while visiting your web site . I offer my condolences to you (his mother) as I know your pain ...The web site is beautiful.... Close
THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH!!! / MICHELLE-TONY'S-MOM BROWN (A CONCERN MOM )
THANK YOU MS.KAY FOR YOUR SWEET WORD'S TO ME,YES IT IS SO HARD LOSING A CHILD,BUT I KNOW IN MY HEART WE WILL SEE OUR SON'S ONE SWEET DAY,JOSHUA HAS A BEAUTIFUL MOM,I KNOW HE'S SMILING DOWN ON YOU AND HIS FAMILY,MS.KAY FOR ME I FEEL SO BAD MY SON DEATH HAS REALLY PUT A TOLL ON ME,BUT WITH FRIEND'S LIKE YOU AND THE OTHER MOM'S,I WILL MAKE IT!!WHEN I COME TO JOSHUA WEB-SITE,THE MUSIC TOUCH ME IN A WAY THAT I KNOW MY SON IS IN A BETTER PLACE,JOSHUA AND ALL THE ANGEL'S ARE AROUND HIM LOVING HIM,WOW!!I CAN'T WAIT TO HAVE PEACE WITH ALL MY LOVED ONES AND MY SON AND ALL THE ANGEL'S IN HEAVEN,THANK YOU AGAIN MS.KAY,MICHELLE!! Close
THANK YOU!! / MICHELLE-TONY'S-MOM BROWN (A CONCERN MOTHER )
HELLO MS.KAY,I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR CARING,AND SHARING WITH ME THOSE KIND WORDS,JOSHUA HAS A SWEET AND LOVING MOTHER,AND I KNOW HE'S SMILING DOWN ON YOU AND EVERYBODY WHO LOVES HIM,HEAVEN HAS GAIN ANOTHER BEAUTIFUL ANGEL NOW,FLY ON BEAUTIFUL ONE,FOR WE WILL MEET ONE SWEET DAY,SAY HI TO MY TONY FOR ME,MY PRAYER'S ARE WITH YOU ,I KNOW THE PAIN IS VERY HARD LOSING A CHILD,I THANK GOD I FOUND THE MOTHER'S WEB-SITE,BECAUSE I FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS,AND CARES FOR EACH OTHER,WE ALL CAN RELATE TO EACH OTHER,MS.KAY YOU HAVE A BLESS WEEK,AND BE STRONG IN THE LORD,AND I THANK YOU FOR UNDERSTANDING,LOVE MICHELLE! Close
lord take the pain away! / Michelle Brown (another mother feeling the loss )
may god wrap his arm's around us at this very diffcult time in our lives,josha and tony are friends now our sweet angels,pain,heartaces,and sorrow,angry are our life now since the evil one has took our angel away,but as mother's we will surrvive,and we will see our babies again,i know you had and still have a beautiful son,my prayer's go out to you,as a mother to another,god bless you and your family,if you need me for any thing just e-mail me firstname.lastname@example.org. Close
I know How It feels! / Michelle Brown (A conncern mother )
Heaven has gain another beautiful angel,our kids mean the world to us,and when they are taken away from us by evil means,it is not fare,but god knows the pain,trust that he will work this out!i don't joshua ,but i know he's a child of god,no one deserves to died in the hands of another evil person,but they have to answer to god for what they did to this beautiful child!my prayers are with you,i know how you feel,its been a year now since i loss my 15 year to murder!so i understand,i would love to share your pain,i cry every day,so mothers like you and me and others have to fight to keep our kid's dream alive for them!We Will Survive!God Bless You And Your Family! Close
The Love I Have For You!!!` / Gabrielle DeLaney (Sister)Read >>
The Love I Have For You!!!` / Gabrielle DeLaney (Sister)
Hey bro, I know its been a while since we spoke and I am terribly sorry... I just don't know what to do anymore... I feel so alone and so lost... Even though I have lots of people supporting me through these difficult times... I don't know what it is but I just feel like I don't have a heart or conscious any more... I just want to snap and KILL every, single, last, one of the cowards who caught you by surprise and murdered you... Your daughter... Boy... she is a hand full... I get so frustrated with her at times because she's a smart "ASS" like you were... She is very intelligent and she is following her Daddy's footsteps... I just want to get back to being me but I can't because the loss I've suffered from losing you is unbearable... It seems to me the pain will never end... Bro I need sum help... Please... God...!!!! I really don't feel the need to go on in life... I mean I have the greatest love I've ever known but THERE IS NO WAY I CAN EVER GET OVER THIS AND I DONT EVEN THINK I CAN GET THROUGH IT WITHOUT YOU HERE BY MY SIDE!!!! There has been some things that I shouldnt have been doing and I know I was raised better but I feel like all these toxins I've been putting in my body are taking a toll on me and I feel like I've been defeated... Bro I need you now more than ever... I dont even know what to say to my family anymore... And you know I love Mom and Matt more than life itself... but I said some things that I cant take back and I feel soooooooooooooooooooo bad about it... Mom told me not to beat myself up for it but I cant help it... I think I'm beginning to hate myself... Who am I supposed to turn to now? Who am I to talk to about my issues? Who can I truly confide in w/out being judged..? This shit is not fair at all... Why my bro... Why a REAL, RESPONSIBLE, MAN, WHO WANTED NOTHING MORE IN LIFE BUT TO PROVIDE FOR HIS FAMILY AND MOST IMPORTANTLY HIS DAUGHTER!!! Bro... I love you so much and I miss more than words could ever explain... My life is going downhill w/out by my side.... I NEED THE OTHER BIG BRO... MATT I DONT THINK UNDERSTANDS ME ANYMORE... BUT I AM ASKING GOD AND YOU TO COME INTO MY LIFE AND TURN IT AROUND! I WANT ME AND MATT TO BE THE ONES IN THE FAMILY TO PROVIDE FOR MOM!!! SHE DESERVES SOOOOOO MUCH BETTER THAN WHAT WE'VE BEEN GIVING.... I JUST WISH I COULD BE THERE FOR EVERYBODY TO COMFORT THEM AND BE THE "SHOULDER THEY CAN CRY ON" LIKE YOU WERE TO ME AND MUCH MUCH MORE!!! WELL BRO I'M STILL AWAKE I THINK ITS TIME FOR ME TO RETIRE FOR THE NIGHT!!! WATCH OVER ME AND HELP ME TO BE THE BEST THAT I CAN BE... PLEASE!!! I LOVE YOU JOSH a.k.a. (my fav.) Strap G!
Hey my baby boy Joshua. It's been awhile. I know you here me when I whisper a prayer for you. I know you hear me say how much I miss that beautiful face and smile you always have. I know you know and hear your mothers constant cry of pain. And I tell you I don't know what to do or say to her and your sib's to confort them. But hear me one more time anyway. I am glad to of known you as a beautiful baby boy. And grow to a handsome man and loving father. I am glad God has his arms around you Josh. He also has them around your dear mom, Mat, and Bre. and the whole family. For what ever reason the lord felt you needed to come home to him. I know you don't have to cry any more. I will always love you Joshua D. you will never leave my heart nor mind. Peace you my baby